A Conversation

• Kelly : i hate everyone
• Izzy : aww why is that?
• Kelly : scott came over tonight
• Izzy : even me, although I am not the best human being in the world?
• Kelly : spent about 20 minutes telling me how beautiful and hot i am
• Kelly : haha you are but...
• Kelly : then we fucked
• Izzy : but what?
• Izzy : mm hmm
• Kelly : lol you're far away and not my sexual type
• Izzy : sorry I had a feelin
• Kelly : well anyway, after scott and i were done and having a cigarette his "ex" girlfriend called
• Kelly : he ran out the door to talk to her, came back in
• Kelly : 5 min later she called again out the door he goes -comes back - "well i gotta get goin - Kelly it was great spending time with you"
• Kelly : "but i gotta go to TJ's and then I guess I'm goin to her house"
• Izzy : at this point I think I'm anyones type, so what happened after his ex called?
• Kelly : see above
• Izzy : ouch
• Izzy : damn I type too slow too
• Kelly : i said "i'm so hurt" and he says to not be hurt becuz he's not gonna sleep with her - becuz he doesn't want to AND he has a conscience - gives me a nice hug and is on his way - i fucking hate men - i dont know why i'm so undesirable and it is making me very upset
• Kelly : its like how can you spend an hour telling me how beautiful and hot i am and fucking me - then go to your "ex" girlfriend's house?!
• Kelly : and a guy will tell me "oh i dont want a girlfirend" then get some hoe as his woman
• Izzy : yeah that is fucked up
• Kelly : i think i'm nice - nice person, nice tits, nice pussy, nice cash flow, nice cooking, nice car, nice job, nice family
• Kelly : seriously do i need to be a white trash fucking bitch to get a boyfriend? because all the white trash bitches I know have men
• Izzy : funny I can't see how you are undesirable
• Kelly : i know that i'm a bit nuerotic and very overweight and not so girly - but christ i'm not a terrible person
• Izzy: *hug*
• Kelly : awww thanks
• Izzy : I dont know, you look fine to me
• Kelly : thanky thanky
• Kelly : i have been crying for like an hour straight

I give up on everyone. Seriously. If you have questions/comments/suggestions, feel free to post. Time for more beer - my only true friend.