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30 November 2006
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I really should start putting NSFW on dirty things, my bad! Thanks Dickeybird for mentioning that, I don't really ever think about who reads my blog and where, so... Yeah.
Rock on!
So anyway.
I've had a kinda shitty week. I've been so tired all week. It sucks.
SL is a big fucking jerk and I hope he gets what he deserves. He's too lazy to mail me a piece of paper, so now his credit is fucked. Oh well. He was too immature to act like a man, and now he lost the best thing to ever happen to him. He doesn't even work at CVS anymore, and of course, he never went into the Army. He's just a high school drop out and a liar who will never get anywhere in life. I'm glad he's gone, now I just need to get his shit out of my house. If he was more responsible and less of a dumbass, he would have mailed me the label to ship his stuff already, but I'm sure he can't afford it anyway. After having said all that, I'm still baffled that things turned out the way they did. But I think about it, and realised that I really did start hating him after I found out about the lies. I don't know what ever possessed (sp?) me to continue with the relationship, I think it might have had something to do with the fact that I had dropped so much fucking cash on a trip to Florida and a trip to New Jersey and flying him here and all that. Yep, I'm pretty sure that was it. I wanted to get my money's worth... which is why he's crazy if he thinks he's getting the fucking pots back. I paid over $500 for them so far, fuck it. He's young, his credit will recover.
Work is kind shitty because there is nothing to do. I'm waiting on everyone else to do their jobs while I sit and twiddle my thumbs. It sucks. I am literally sitting here like "la la la" bored as hell.
Going out to karaoke has been kinda shitty because it's been incredibly boring. I don't know what is going on, but its just not fun like it used to be. I feel like I'm singing the same songs all the time, not meeting anyone new and exciting, and blah blah blah. I think I need to take a break from karaoke for a while.
The things that happened this week that were good are as follows:
Rock on!
So anyway.
I've had a kinda shitty week. I've been so tired all week. It sucks.
SL is a big fucking jerk and I hope he gets what he deserves. He's too lazy to mail me a piece of paper, so now his credit is fucked. Oh well. He was too immature to act like a man, and now he lost the best thing to ever happen to him. He doesn't even work at CVS anymore, and of course, he never went into the Army. He's just a high school drop out and a liar who will never get anywhere in life. I'm glad he's gone, now I just need to get his shit out of my house. If he was more responsible and less of a dumbass, he would have mailed me the label to ship his stuff already, but I'm sure he can't afford it anyway. After having said all that, I'm still baffled that things turned out the way they did. But I think about it, and realised that I really did start hating him after I found out about the lies. I don't know what ever possessed (sp?) me to continue with the relationship, I think it might have had something to do with the fact that I had dropped so much fucking cash on a trip to Florida and a trip to New Jersey and flying him here and all that. Yep, I'm pretty sure that was it. I wanted to get my money's worth... which is why he's crazy if he thinks he's getting the fucking pots back. I paid over $500 for them so far, fuck it. He's young, his credit will recover.
Work is kind shitty because there is nothing to do. I'm waiting on everyone else to do their jobs while I sit and twiddle my thumbs. It sucks. I am literally sitting here like "la la la" bored as hell.
Going out to karaoke has been kinda shitty because it's been incredibly boring. I don't know what is going on, but its just not fun like it used to be. I feel like I'm singing the same songs all the time, not meeting anyone new and exciting, and blah blah blah. I think I need to take a break from karaoke for a while.
The things that happened this week that were good are as follows:
- Poke came over this morning after I told him I had a shitty week and wanted to see him. He brought many hugs and kisses and a bag of clothes to keep at my place. Yay.
- My mom and I went shopping and I found this awesome dress from Jump at JCPenneys. I LOVE it. Not to mention it makes me look hot. Oh. Man. I also got this sweet green shirt from Fashion Bug. Woo hoo!
29 November 2006
Worldwide
I have people from Romania, Italy, Canada, Germany, France, and Chile looking at my blog. I get over 4,000 pages views per week. How awesome. They come via welovebiggirls.blogspot.com, my MySpace page, and Google searches. The searches include "bringin' turkey back", "why does drama always follow me lyrics", and "round on the ends and hi in the middle what do you think of our little riddle". Nothing funny!! Oh well.
I'm a happy girl, have I mentioned that? I'll probably post more later.
I'm a happy girl, have I mentioned that? I'll probably post more later.
28 November 2006
Dickeybird's Music Survey Version II
I couldn't deal with the answers I got yesterday, so I decided to redo the survey. Let's see how it pans out this time!!
* Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
* Use the song title as the answer to the question.
* NO CHEATING
1. How does the world see me? Runaway Train (Soul Asylum)
"Seems like I should be gettin' somewhere, somehow I'm neither here nor there..."
Very interesting!
2. Will I have a happy life? Wait (White Lion)
"I never had a chance to love you"
According to the lyrics, not so much. (Same as the first survey! Not cool!)
3. What do my friends really think of me? Sister Christian (Night Ranger)
"You know those boys don't wanna play no more with you..."
Hilarious! Christian, bah.
4. Do people secretly lust after me? November Rain (Guns'n'Roses)
"When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained"
It kind of indicates that they do...?
5. How can I make myself happy? Final Countdown (Europe)
"We're leavin' together, but still it's farewell"
Shall I take a trip to Venus with a strange 80's band?
6. What should I do with my life? Pour Some Sugar on Me (Def Leppard)
"I'm hot, sticky sweet, from head down to my feet"
Become a stripper??
7. Will I ever have children? Sister Golden Hair (America)
"Well I keep on thinkin' 'bout you, sister golden hair surprise"
So... I will have a blonde daughter... who will get jilted...?
8. What is some good advice for me? The Price (Twisted Sister)
"Oh it's the price we gotta pay and all the games we gotta play"
Hey, that's some pretty good advice.
9. How will I be remembered? Patience (Guns'n'Roses)
"Shed a tear cuz I'm missing you, it's still alright to smile"
That fucking rocks! I'll be missed!
10. What is my signature dancing song? Cherry Pie (Warrant)
"Looks so good, bring a tear to your eye"
Yeah babe! That's a great song to dance to! Woot!
11. What do I think my current theme song is? Crazy on You (Heart)
"I tell myself that I'm doin' alright, there's nothin' left to do tonight"
Yes, I would like to go crazy on Poke...
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Heaven isn't too far Away (Warrant)
"How I love the way you move, and the sparkle in your eyes"
I could cry! That's so awesome.
13. What song will play at my funeral? I Need You Now (Firehouse)
"More than words can say, I need you now"
Well, it's kinda depressing for a funeral... but I guess it's alright.
14. What type of women/men do I like? Rock You Like a Hurricane (Scorpions)
"The wolf is hungry / he runs to show"
Just realised what this song is about, just now. Fuck yeah.
15. What is my day going to be like? Roxanne (The Police)
"You don't have to put on the red light!"
So he's saying I should not dress up in my red dress and go hooking tonight. Damn.
16. Will I ever have love again? Two Outta Three Ain't Bad (Meatloaf)
"I want you, I need you, but there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you"
Fucking TERRIBLE.
17. What type of sex life do I have? I just died in your arms tonight (Cutting Crew)
"Cuz I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times"
I do have some great orgasms...
18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie? Whisky Lullaby (Brad Paisley & Alison Krauss)
"The rumours flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself"
Probably the worst premise for a porno. Goddamnit.
* Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
* Use the song title as the answer to the question.
* NO CHEATING
1. How does the world see me? Runaway Train (Soul Asylum)
"Seems like I should be gettin' somewhere, somehow I'm neither here nor there..."
Very interesting!
2. Will I have a happy life? Wait (White Lion)
"I never had a chance to love you"
According to the lyrics, not so much. (Same as the first survey! Not cool!)
3. What do my friends really think of me? Sister Christian (Night Ranger)
"You know those boys don't wanna play no more with you..."
Hilarious! Christian, bah.
4. Do people secretly lust after me? November Rain (Guns'n'Roses)
"When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained"
It kind of indicates that they do...?
5. How can I make myself happy? Final Countdown (Europe)
"We're leavin' together, but still it's farewell"
Shall I take a trip to Venus with a strange 80's band?
6. What should I do with my life? Pour Some Sugar on Me (Def Leppard)
"I'm hot, sticky sweet, from head down to my feet"
Become a stripper??
7. Will I ever have children? Sister Golden Hair (America)
"Well I keep on thinkin' 'bout you, sister golden hair surprise"
So... I will have a blonde daughter... who will get jilted...?
8. What is some good advice for me? The Price (Twisted Sister)
"Oh it's the price we gotta pay and all the games we gotta play"
Hey, that's some pretty good advice.
9. How will I be remembered? Patience (Guns'n'Roses)
"Shed a tear cuz I'm missing you, it's still alright to smile"
That fucking rocks! I'll be missed!
10. What is my signature dancing song? Cherry Pie (Warrant)
"Looks so good, bring a tear to your eye"
Yeah babe! That's a great song to dance to! Woot!
11. What do I think my current theme song is? Crazy on You (Heart)
"I tell myself that I'm doin' alright, there's nothin' left to do tonight"
Yes, I would like to go crazy on Poke...
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Heaven isn't too far Away (Warrant)
"How I love the way you move, and the sparkle in your eyes"
I could cry! That's so awesome.
13. What song will play at my funeral? I Need You Now (Firehouse)
"More than words can say, I need you now"
Well, it's kinda depressing for a funeral... but I guess it's alright.
14. What type of women/men do I like? Rock You Like a Hurricane (Scorpions)
"The wolf is hungry / he runs to show"
Just realised what this song is about, just now. Fuck yeah.
15. What is my day going to be like? Roxanne (The Police)
"You don't have to put on the red light!"
So he's saying I should not dress up in my red dress and go hooking tonight. Damn.
16. Will I ever have love again? Two Outta Three Ain't Bad (Meatloaf)
"I want you, I need you, but there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you"
Fucking TERRIBLE.
17. What type of sex life do I have? I just died in your arms tonight (Cutting Crew)
"Cuz I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times"
I do have some great orgasms...
18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie? Whisky Lullaby (Brad Paisley & Alison Krauss)
"The rumours flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself"
Probably the worst premise for a porno. Goddamnit.
I'm gonna traffick yer ass, bitch!
Last night Poke and I went out, and it was so fun. So so so fun! We hung out at home for a minute, then went up to Brewstir's on Sunbury to see D*Martin. It was fucking lame. I pretty much almost hate that Brewstir's, it's just not fun. I did run into this woman I knew a long time ago, someone I thought I would never ever see again, talked to her for a bit, and that was totally awesome. I couldn't believe I ran into her, it was kinda like fate, because I had just randomly thought about her the other day. Swell. So, I sang one song at Brewstir's and Poke didn't sing at all, and he had a beer, and we left. On the way to Triple 16, we were driving down 161 and it looked like this car was driving on the wrong side of the road. Right when we got up on it, we realised it was! Poke had to swerve over to avoid hitting it and the car went over into the grass (the other car, not his.) It was scary for about four minutes, the one minute leading up to the car and the 30 seconds while it was happening and the two and a half minutes afterwards. We got to Triple 16, and it was dead, of course, as it always is before midnight. Cat bought us a couple pitchers, we hung out and sang some songs, and it was wonderful. Cat is so happy that Poke and I are together, sometimes it seems like she's even happier than I am! It's cool though. I was in a kinda foul mood, because my day at work had been a big piece of crap, and because I took my medicine too early and it was already starting to wear off around eleven pm. It was so sweet though, Poke noticed that I was being quiet and kinda sad-ish, and he was like, "Aww is my baby in a funk?" and I almost cried because it was so great of him to notice. Singing silly songs and drinkin' some beers helped though, but I was still kinda funky. I ended up driving home because he had a few too many beers, and I drove his car, which was kinda strange. My car is all tight when turning and breaking and stuff, and his car is all loose, so it took a few miles to get used to it. Wasn't bad though.
The only strange thing that happened last night was that for some reason we got to talking about my marriage, and I ended up just shitting my nervous breakdown story all over him. I thought he knew most of the story, but apparently I was wrong, and he was a bit taken aback by the whole ordeal. Not because of me, really, but because of what I had to go through. It seemed like he really felt for me. What a wonderful guy.
I am a very happy girl. This is real happiness too, not lust happiness, or new-money happiness, it's real happiness. It's a good thing.
The only strange thing that happened last night was that for some reason we got to talking about my marriage, and I ended up just shitting my nervous breakdown story all over him. I thought he knew most of the story, but apparently I was wrong, and he was a bit taken aback by the whole ordeal. Not because of me, really, but because of what I had to go through. It seemed like he really felt for me. What a wonderful guy.
I am a very happy girl. This is real happiness too, not lust happiness, or new-money happiness, it's real happiness. It's a good thing.
27 November 2006
Yahoo!
I gave Poke a key to my condo. Rock the fuck on! He's already brought over some food he likes, and shampoo, and he's planning on bringing some clothes sometime soon. This is fucking wonderful. GG had said something about "moving too quickly", but it's not like we're moving in together or anything. That would just be ridiculous. The way we have it now is perfect. In addition to that, it's not like I just met him. I've known him for about a year and a half, we've done a lot of different things together, we know each other's ins and outs for the most part, and we started out as good friends. It's not like we met and started dating, only to find out two months later that we have nothing in common and actually don't like each other all that much. And if that happens, well christ, there is something severely wrong with us! Obviously we don't know everysinglethingeverothavehappened about each other, but who really does? We have the rest of our lives to figure it out. Poke said to me the other day that he always thought he was a crappy boyfriend, but since being with me he's realised that he was just dating crappy girls. Yahoo! I've made him think about a few other things too, but we won't have to worry about those for years... *wink*
I hope it's killing SL to know that I am incredibly happy with the one person he hated the most. I should have tried to give Poke another chance back in the day, but I think if I would have we couldn't be where we are now, and that's alright. I'm fucking happy.
I hope it's killing SL to know that I am incredibly happy with the one person he hated the most. I should have tried to give Poke another chance back in the day, but I think if I would have we couldn't be where we are now, and that's alright. I'm fucking happy.
Dickeybird's Music Survey
* Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
* Use the song title as the answer to the question.
* NO CHEATING
1. How does the world see me? Hero of The Day (Metallica)
"Mama they try and break me..."
Just what I need.
2. Will I have a happy life? Insensitive (Jann Arden)
"Oh I really should have known by the time you drove me home..."
According to the lyrics, not so much.
3. What do my friends really think of me? Trouble (Pink)
"No attorneys to plead my case, no orbits to send me into outerspace..."
Oh, that's just fucking wonderful!
4. Do people secretly lust after me? Hips Don't Lie (Shakira feat. Wyclef Jean)
"Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa"
YEAH BABY!!
5. How can I make myself happy? Shake that Ass (Eminem w/Nate Dogg)
"Shakin' that ass on the floor, bumpin' and grindin' that pole"
I always knew this ass would get me somewhere!
6. What should I do with my life? Miss Otis Regrets (Bette Midler)
"And from under her velvet gown, she drew a gun and shot her lover down, madam..."
Oh my god, that's terrible. I should kill my cheating lover and then let the town lynch me?! Nooooo!
7. Will I ever have children? Lucky Star (Switchblade Symphony)
"You must be my lucky star, shine on me wherever you are"
Well... I guess so...?
8. What is some good advice for me? Piece of My Heart (Janis Joplin)
"You know you got it, if it makes you feel good!"
WTF?!
9. How will I be remembered? Time After Time (Matchbox 20)
"Flashback, warm nights, almost left behind / Suitcase of memories, time after sometime"
Sweet.
10. What is my signature dancing song? Unfaithful (Rhianna)
"He knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy w/some other guy"
Dude, it's not even a dance song. Lame. Unless it means I'm happier dancing w/someone who isn't my boyfriend... lol
11. What do I think my current theme song is? Boyfriend (Ashlee Simpson)
"Well I'm sorry that he called me, and that I answered the telephone..."
I've never stolen anyone's boyfriend.
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Bringin' Sexy Back (Justin Timberlake)
"I'm bringin' sexy back (YEAH!) Them other fuckers don't know how to act (YEAH!)"
That is just so fucking awesome because I've been claiming that as my theme for the last three weeks!!!
13. What song will play at my funeral? London Bridges (Fergie)
"VIP cuz you know I gotta shine"
This is just starting to piss me off.
14. What type of women/men do I like? Never Gonna Stop (Rob Zombie)
"In out, real savage show sorry / as a shot came sickness watch it flow..."
Scream if you want it, cuz I want it more.
15. What is my day going to be like? Call Me When You're Sober (Evanescence)
"Don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me"
Oh god, I hope not! We're supposed to go out on a date tonight!!
16. Will I ever have love again? Hooked on an Eight Second Ride (Chris Ledoux)
"To pain and fear he's no stranger, but his lust needs to be satisfied..."
Ironic. Very ironic.
17. What type of sex life do I have? Deliverance (Bubba Sparxxx)
"I indeed sold my soul without glancin' at the price"
I'm not really sure how to interpret that one...
18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie? Summertime (Sublime)
"What're ya gonna be doin' for awhile? Said I'm gonna play w/myself..."
Lame! I hate summer! But I do so love Sublime...
* Use the song title as the answer to the question.
* NO CHEATING
1. How does the world see me? Hero of The Day (Metallica)
"Mama they try and break me..."
Just what I need.
2. Will I have a happy life? Insensitive (Jann Arden)
"Oh I really should have known by the time you drove me home..."
According to the lyrics, not so much.
3. What do my friends really think of me? Trouble (Pink)
"No attorneys to plead my case, no orbits to send me into outerspace..."
Oh, that's just fucking wonderful!
4. Do people secretly lust after me? Hips Don't Lie (Shakira feat. Wyclef Jean)
"Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa"
YEAH BABY!!
5. How can I make myself happy? Shake that Ass (Eminem w/Nate Dogg)
"Shakin' that ass on the floor, bumpin' and grindin' that pole"
I always knew this ass would get me somewhere!
6. What should I do with my life? Miss Otis Regrets (Bette Midler)
"And from under her velvet gown, she drew a gun and shot her lover down, madam..."
Oh my god, that's terrible. I should kill my cheating lover and then let the town lynch me?! Nooooo!
7. Will I ever have children? Lucky Star (Switchblade Symphony)
"You must be my lucky star, shine on me wherever you are"
Well... I guess so...?
8. What is some good advice for me? Piece of My Heart (Janis Joplin)
"You know you got it, if it makes you feel good!"
WTF?!
9. How will I be remembered? Time After Time (Matchbox 20)
"Flashback, warm nights, almost left behind / Suitcase of memories, time after sometime"
Sweet.
10. What is my signature dancing song? Unfaithful (Rhianna)
"He knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy w/some other guy"
Dude, it's not even a dance song. Lame. Unless it means I'm happier dancing w/someone who isn't my boyfriend... lol
11. What do I think my current theme song is? Boyfriend (Ashlee Simpson)
"Well I'm sorry that he called me, and that I answered the telephone..."
I've never stolen anyone's boyfriend.
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Bringin' Sexy Back (Justin Timberlake)
"I'm bringin' sexy back (YEAH!) Them other fuckers don't know how to act (YEAH!)"
That is just so fucking awesome because I've been claiming that as my theme for the last three weeks!!!
13. What song will play at my funeral? London Bridges (Fergie)
"VIP cuz you know I gotta shine"
This is just starting to piss me off.
14. What type of women/men do I like? Never Gonna Stop (Rob Zombie)
"In out, real savage show sorry / as a shot came sickness watch it flow..."
Scream if you want it, cuz I want it more.
15. What is my day going to be like? Call Me When You're Sober (Evanescence)
"Don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me"
Oh god, I hope not! We're supposed to go out on a date tonight!!
16. Will I ever have love again? Hooked on an Eight Second Ride (Chris Ledoux)
"To pain and fear he's no stranger, but his lust needs to be satisfied..."
Ironic. Very ironic.
17. What type of sex life do I have? Deliverance (Bubba Sparxxx)
"I indeed sold my soul without glancin' at the price"
I'm not really sure how to interpret that one...
18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie? Summertime (Sublime)
"What're ya gonna be doin' for awhile? Said I'm gonna play w/myself..."
Lame! I hate summer! But I do so love Sublime...
24 November 2006
Tittilating Turkey Trash
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! Even though I'm a day late...
I had a wonderful holiday. Went over to my parents' house, ate some food, it was good. Got to see GMap too. She was in an alright mood, but she's kinda losing it I think, cuz she keeps telling the same stories over and over. Oh well, she'll be 90 years old next year, I'm pretty sure that gives her the right.
Poke and I hung out after the family festivities, we were going to go out somewhere but ended up at home on the couch, which was just fine. He crashed for awhile and I finished the movie (which I had already started the day before, so I just skipped to the end, lol) and then went to bed at around eleven, like old people. We woke up around 8am because the cable guys were supposed to come between 8-10, and they did, around 8:30am, right when I got into the shower. Poke took care of everything though, it was cool. I didn't feel like I had to supervise, like I did when I was with SL.
Speaking of, I must add this in real quick, Poke's done more for me in the week that we've been together than SL did in ten months. Last week, Poke did some laundry and took out the trash, without my asking him to. I had mentioned shit I needed to get done, and he did it while I was at work. This morning, he took out the trash, and I mean ALL the trash, the bag and the boxes next to it too, and I never even said a word. It was fucking great. I like having a grown up boyfriend!
Anyway, after the cable guys left, he and I headed over to the mall for some reason, he had said something about wanting to shop but we didn't buy anything. They did have these rockin' TMNT t-shirts at Hot Topic, but they were like $13 so I didn't buy one. I hope I get one for Christmas though!! Hint hint hint my friends, I would like a TMNT t-shirt or trucker hat please. We wandered around the mall for about an hour, which was nice and relaxing, and it wasn't even too packed. After that we went to his work so he could pick up his check and see his schedule. Found out that he only has Thursday off, which sucks majorly, since my company christmas party is on Saturday and he had requested that off. I guess he's going to be managing hard core next week though, since he's 3rd in command of his shift or something, and the #1 guy is on vacation, so the #2 and #3 guys have to step up. I'm proud of him, and I'm glad he takes pride in his job.
Poke and I had lunch at Jersey Mike's, and GG, I'd like you to know that Poke can eat an entire #9 on white with everything and drink a medium drink in under 30 minutes. I think y'all should have a contest. Hehehe! I had a vegetarian sub on wheat and a Diet Dr. Pepper, since I'm now a fishitarian (other than the turkey that's left over, lol, cuz I can't let it go to waste, but honestly the cats will get most of it!) We went over to his place so I could meet his mom but she was sleeping or something so I never did get to meet her. He and I watched this movie... um... Just Friends, and it was hilarious. We watched the original Charlie and the Chocolate Factory too. What a beautiful relaxing day, just hanging out and holding each other. That is probably one of my favorite things about Poke - he is constantly touching me. No matter where we are or what we're doing, he at least has one pinky finger on me at all times. Well, obviously not in the bathroom, haha, unless we're in the shower, or when I'm getting ready he likes to just sit on the floor and watch me, and when we're driving. When he's driving he holds my hand sometimes, but when I'm driving he doesn't touch me unless I put my hand on his leg. But I digress. The point is, he is so very affectionate. And he's a good man, he takes care of me. We've talked about the bullshit that happened in the past, and we've both apologized, and it's exactly that - the past. I think we both needed time to grow and learn and experience and realise exactly what we wanted. I'm tired of losers, he's tired of chasing girls and dealing with whores. So it's all good. Dr. Bob won't be happy about it, but that's okay.
Ah, I'm off on a tangent again. I'm just so happy and I have a million thoughts running through my brain!!!
I left Poke's place around four thirty so he could get some sleep before work, and headed over to Home Depot (more on that later) and then to Hallmark. I spent $27 today, and got all of this: a meal, 1/2 a tank of gas (from Poke!), cuddle time, something at Home Depot, 2 boxes of XMas cards, 4 Xmas gift bags, and a card (for Poke.) I should have spent about $75. I'm happy happy happy. And I still have enough money to get me to my next paycheck! I don't know how to handle myself with a boyfriend who treats me well. It's almost scary. But I love it.
Oh! I forgot to tell you guys about karaoke on Wednesday. It was fun. Hung out with all my friends, had a great time, even made up with that bitch Holly, although now I have to figure out a nickname/initials for her on this blog. I don't know what her last name is, haha. I'll get it eventually. We had a swell time, Moose, HB, Cat, Sanddog showed up, um... and D*Martin of course... and I can't remember who else. But it was fucking great. Oh there were these super ugly fat chicks there, hahahahaha, omg, and they were hitting on D*Martin. He was like "pretend to be my wife so they'll leave me alone." So I did, and they bought it, but then after I left, I guess they told him they didn't care and he pretty much had to bolt to get away from them. It was hilarious. Poor D*Martin, he never gets the ones he wants. In fact I was thinking about him so much that night that I had a dream and he was in it, and at one point my phone in the dream was ringing and ringing and ringing. I turned off the ringer because D*Martin was bitching about it going off. When I woke up I had four missed calls from Poke who was waiting outside my door to come in, and I guess I had heard him calling and it incorporated into my dream. I felt like a tool, but it was all good. He said he heard my phone ringing through the window, which I found quite amusing.
So, to sum things up, I'm a happy girl, Poke's a great man, SL's a jerk, Time Warner Cable is slow as frozen molasses, and it's now time to go watch TV. Happy, happy days.
I had a wonderful holiday. Went over to my parents' house, ate some food, it was good. Got to see GMap too. She was in an alright mood, but she's kinda losing it I think, cuz she keeps telling the same stories over and over. Oh well, she'll be 90 years old next year, I'm pretty sure that gives her the right.
Poke and I hung out after the family festivities, we were going to go out somewhere but ended up at home on the couch, which was just fine. He crashed for awhile and I finished the movie (which I had already started the day before, so I just skipped to the end, lol) and then went to bed at around eleven, like old people. We woke up around 8am because the cable guys were supposed to come between 8-10, and they did, around 8:30am, right when I got into the shower. Poke took care of everything though, it was cool. I didn't feel like I had to supervise, like I did when I was with SL.
Speaking of, I must add this in real quick, Poke's done more for me in the week that we've been together than SL did in ten months. Last week, Poke did some laundry and took out the trash, without my asking him to. I had mentioned shit I needed to get done, and he did it while I was at work. This morning, he took out the trash, and I mean ALL the trash, the bag and the boxes next to it too, and I never even said a word. It was fucking great. I like having a grown up boyfriend!
Anyway, after the cable guys left, he and I headed over to the mall for some reason, he had said something about wanting to shop but we didn't buy anything. They did have these rockin' TMNT t-shirts at Hot Topic, but they were like $13 so I didn't buy one. I hope I get one for Christmas though!! Hint hint hint my friends, I would like a TMNT t-shirt or trucker hat please. We wandered around the mall for about an hour, which was nice and relaxing, and it wasn't even too packed. After that we went to his work so he could pick up his check and see his schedule. Found out that he only has Thursday off, which sucks majorly, since my company christmas party is on Saturday and he had requested that off. I guess he's going to be managing hard core next week though, since he's 3rd in command of his shift or something, and the #1 guy is on vacation, so the #2 and #3 guys have to step up. I'm proud of him, and I'm glad he takes pride in his job.
Poke and I had lunch at Jersey Mike's, and GG, I'd like you to know that Poke can eat an entire #9 on white with everything and drink a medium drink in under 30 minutes. I think y'all should have a contest. Hehehe! I had a vegetarian sub on wheat and a Diet Dr. Pepper, since I'm now a fishitarian (other than the turkey that's left over, lol, cuz I can't let it go to waste, but honestly the cats will get most of it!) We went over to his place so I could meet his mom but she was sleeping or something so I never did get to meet her. He and I watched this movie... um... Just Friends, and it was hilarious. We watched the original Charlie and the Chocolate Factory too. What a beautiful relaxing day, just hanging out and holding each other. That is probably one of my favorite things about Poke - he is constantly touching me. No matter where we are or what we're doing, he at least has one pinky finger on me at all times. Well, obviously not in the bathroom, haha, unless we're in the shower, or when I'm getting ready he likes to just sit on the floor and watch me, and when we're driving. When he's driving he holds my hand sometimes, but when I'm driving he doesn't touch me unless I put my hand on his leg. But I digress. The point is, he is so very affectionate. And he's a good man, he takes care of me. We've talked about the bullshit that happened in the past, and we've both apologized, and it's exactly that - the past. I think we both needed time to grow and learn and experience and realise exactly what we wanted. I'm tired of losers, he's tired of chasing girls and dealing with whores. So it's all good. Dr. Bob won't be happy about it, but that's okay.
Ah, I'm off on a tangent again. I'm just so happy and I have a million thoughts running through my brain!!!
I left Poke's place around four thirty so he could get some sleep before work, and headed over to Home Depot (more on that later) and then to Hallmark. I spent $27 today, and got all of this: a meal, 1/2 a tank of gas (from Poke!), cuddle time, something at Home Depot, 2 boxes of XMas cards, 4 Xmas gift bags, and a card (for Poke.) I should have spent about $75. I'm happy happy happy. And I still have enough money to get me to my next paycheck! I don't know how to handle myself with a boyfriend who treats me well. It's almost scary. But I love it.
Oh! I forgot to tell you guys about karaoke on Wednesday. It was fun. Hung out with all my friends, had a great time, even made up with that bitch Holly, although now I have to figure out a nickname/initials for her on this blog. I don't know what her last name is, haha. I'll get it eventually. We had a swell time, Moose, HB, Cat, Sanddog showed up, um... and D*Martin of course... and I can't remember who else. But it was fucking great. Oh there were these super ugly fat chicks there, hahahahaha, omg, and they were hitting on D*Martin. He was like "pretend to be my wife so they'll leave me alone." So I did, and they bought it, but then after I left, I guess they told him they didn't care and he pretty much had to bolt to get away from them. It was hilarious. Poor D*Martin, he never gets the ones he wants. In fact I was thinking about him so much that night that I had a dream and he was in it, and at one point my phone in the dream was ringing and ringing and ringing. I turned off the ringer because D*Martin was bitching about it going off. When I woke up I had four missed calls from Poke who was waiting outside my door to come in, and I guess I had heard him calling and it incorporated into my dream. I felt like a tool, but it was all good. He said he heard my phone ringing through the window, which I found quite amusing.
So, to sum things up, I'm a happy girl, Poke's a great man, SL's a jerk, Time Warner Cable is slow as frozen molasses, and it's now time to go watch TV. Happy, happy days.
22 November 2006
New Survey, kinda lame.
Start
Name: Kel
Time: 01:13pm
Questions
Do you zip your pants then button it,or button it then zip it?: button first, then zip
When wearing a jacket,which arm do you put in first?: doesn't matter
Do you put the left shoe first or the right?: left first
Do you button polos bottom to top or top to bottom?: top to bottom
Do you turn off the light then leave the room or the other way around?: turn off the light first
Do you get comfy then lay down,or lay down then get comfy?: lay down then get comfy
Do you hold a glass with your left or right hand?: right
Ever had a lightsaber battle?: no
Is the hokey pokey really what it's all about?: yes!
Do you own a carebear?: not anymore but i think my mom has one in storage
Ever tried DDR(dance dance rev)?: no...?
Was The Ring really a scary movie?: YES!!!
How about The Grudge?: Haven't seen it
Do you know anyone from Japan?: Not anymore, they moved back.
Ever had dejavu?: All the time
Do you like poetry?: Yes
Did you ever meet Mickey Mouse?: Yes
Are you in a band?: No
Can you draw?: Yes
Is there something hiding in your closet right now?: Not that I know of
Do you believe in the dust bunnies?: No
How about the boogie man?: Yes
Wanna disco?: Not right now, I'm eating lunch
This survey's pretty dead.: It's on it's last leg, for sure
Agree?: See above
Name: Kel
Time: 01:13pm
Questions
Do you zip your pants then button it,or button it then zip it?: button first, then zip
When wearing a jacket,which arm do you put in first?: doesn't matter
Do you put the left shoe first or the right?: left first
Do you button polos bottom to top or top to bottom?: top to bottom
Do you turn off the light then leave the room or the other way around?: turn off the light first
Do you get comfy then lay down,or lay down then get comfy?: lay down then get comfy
Do you hold a glass with your left or right hand?: right
Ever had a lightsaber battle?: no
Is the hokey pokey really what it's all about?: yes!
Do you own a carebear?: not anymore but i think my mom has one in storage
Ever tried DDR(dance dance rev)?: no...?
Was The Ring really a scary movie?: YES!!!
How about The Grudge?: Haven't seen it
Do you know anyone from Japan?: Not anymore, they moved back.
Ever had dejavu?: All the time
Do you like poetry?: Yes
Did you ever meet Mickey Mouse?: Yes
Are you in a band?: No
Can you draw?: Yes
Is there something hiding in your closet right now?: Not that I know of
Do you believe in the dust bunnies?: No
How about the boogie man?: Yes
Wanna disco?: Not right now, I'm eating lunch
This survey's pretty dead.: It's on it's last leg, for sure
Agree?: See above
Thou art pigeon-livered and lack gall.
DRAMA ALERT!!!! ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US!!!!
Check it.
(11:33:53) Kel: i fucking hate SL
(11:33:56) Kel: it's final
11:34
11:52
(11:52:21) GG: Heya.
(11:52:40) Kel: hi there
(11:52:44) Kel: SL can go fuck himself
(11:52:47) Kel: and how are you?
(11:52:50) GG: Hah
(11:52:54) GG: Not awake.
(11:53:33) Kel: lol
(11:53:44) Kel: well then i'll give you a moment while i smoke before i go into all the drama
(11:53:45) Kel: yahoo
11:54
(11:56:51) GG: Heheh
11:59
12:06
(12:06:07) Kel: a;right
(12:06:10) Kel: alright rather
(12:06:11) Kel: SO
(12:06:30) Kel: SL calls me and says he just got a call from time investment asking for the payment for those fucking pots we bought
(12:07:01) Kel: and i text him back and i'm like dude you are supposed to send me the statements so i can send in the payments, and he's never send me a statement so i have not sent a payment because i dont have the info
(12:07:11) Kel: so the fucking place calls me and i'm like this is not my account
(12:07:21) Kel: plus they want $10.95 to take a payment over the phone, fuck that
(12:07:37) Kel: so i tell SL that i'm not going to pay for them because i dont want to fight with him, and i'll just send them c o d
(12:08:07) Kel: well i look on usps.com and to send c o d i have to pay first and then SL will reimburse me. i tell him i don't trust him, so he's just going to have to send me money to have his shit shipped back
(12:08:29) Kel: he calls me and says "if i send you money are you going to buy beer with it or ship my stuff back?" and i'm like fuck you
(12:08:49) Kel: so i tell him that if he's really so concerned he should just buy the postage and mail me the label so he knows exactly what is going on
(12:09:01) Kel: he tells me he wont do that because he doesn't know how much the box weighs
(12:09:08) Kel: so i tell him sorry i dont have a scale and that was that
(12:09:13) Kel: fuck him, he's a fucking ass hole
12:09
(12:09:48) GG: That sucks.
(12:10:22) Kel: yep
(12:10:26) Kel: i officially hate him now
(12:10:40) GG: I see.
(12:12:14) Kel: yep
(12:12:26) Kel: i know y'all are still friends and everything, but he's being such a jerk
(12:12:49) GG: Yeah, that he is
(12:13:17) Kel: i'm glad you can see that lol
(12:13:28) Kel: i mean what was the point of calling me simply to insult me?
12:14
(12:15:11) GG: Yep
(12:15:43) GG: But you can't expect him to be nice, you all hate each other.
(12:15:52) GG: But thats just dumb.
(12:16:48) Kel: i know
(12:16:53) Kel: he could at least be civil
(12:17:20) GG: Were you civil to him?
(12:17:22) Kel: i'm totally civil to him when i talk to him!
(12:17:31) GG: Oh
(12:18:00) Kel: i even sent him a text message the other day saying that i had realised the relationship wasn't a complete mistake, and that i was glad i had met him and it had helped me to realise who i really am
(12:18:48) Kel: i thought that was pretty fucking nice of me
12:19
(12:19:51) GG: Yeah.
(12:20:09) GG: But in his eyes, you hurt him terribly, so why sould he be nivce to you?
(12:20:16) GG: shoul he be nice.
(12:20:26) GG: You know, like how i am with Igor.
(12:20:38) ***GG shrugs.
(12:21:02) Kel: as if he didn't hurt me
(12:21:06) Kel: and he seems to think he didn't
(12:21:13) Kel: i dont ask him to be nice anyway
(12:21:17) Kel: i ask him to be civil
(12:21:17) GG: You both hurt each other.
(12:21:43) Kel: i don't call him up and say "hey you fucking girlfriend beating liar, have you made sure to take your prescription drugs that you don't really need today?"
(12:22:31) GG: Heh
(12:22:58) Kel: i mean seriously, no matter how much i hate him, its unneccesary
(12:23:52) GG: well, I dunno.
12:24
(12:25:05) GG: You guys should both be civil to each other, but that's not gonna happen.
(12:25:13) ***GG shrugs.
(12:25:54) Kel: well i'm always civil to him until he pulls some bullshit like he did today
12:29
12:37
(12:37:53) GG: Aww.
(12:38:06) Kel: yep
(12:38:08) GG: That sucks. :(
(12:38:11) Kel: i keep being tortured
(12:38:14) Kel: oh well, fuck him
(12:38:18) Kel: he will get his in the end
(12:38:23) Kel: karma karma karma
(12:38:27) GG: Heheh, yep.
Other than that, Happy Turkey Day everyone! I'll have my internet on Friday, woo-hoo! No one will see me for like, weeks, because I will be holed up in my apartment watching cable TV. YESSSSSSS!!!!!
20 November 2006
42 - 39
This is my mouth.
Yeah! OSU fucking ROCKS!! We beat Michigan's ASS!! YAHOO!!
Ok. Enough.
So, I had a most beautiful weekend. Friday my mom and I went to Wendell's and then to SJK's football game. The game was kinda shitty, I don't know, they just weren't playing very well. The University of Michigan Marching Band played at half time, and even tho I'm all "go bucks" it was nice. They didn't have to play at a high school game the night before a big game! It was cool. Unfortunately SJK's team lost, and now football is over until next July. It was kinda sad for the seniors and stuff, and even SKJ was tearing up a little. Very emotional.
Saturday I was so pumped up for the game, but I made myself lay on the couch and watch Blue Velvet so that I would have energy for drinking and celebrating. I talked to D*Martin, cuz we were supposed to do something for the game together, but he ended up bitching out on me, and Poke finally called and he said he didn't really feel like going out. So I headed to Zuey's on my own.
On the way Poke called and confirmed that Zuey's wasn't really what he was feeling, but that was okay cuz I know he's not a huge football fan. When I got there, the place was packed. It was so awesome. They had buckets of 6 for $10, which ruled. I found myself a booth and parked it, not to move for another hour or so. Some dude came and asked if he could sit with me and I said sure, as long as he wasn't cheering for Michigan.
He said he wasn't, so we sat together. His friend showed up after awhile, and they were both pretty nice. Poke called me right before half time and said he was coming up to Zuey's. I had sent him some text messages telling him how awesome the game was and how fun the bar was, so I guess I changed his mind! Haha. Anyway.
I ended up drinking a ridiculous amount of beer, and I really should not have been driving, but I made it home safely, thank god. Poke hung out for awhile before he had to go to work; we were going to go drive down High St. and watch people light couches on fire, but decided to just have some time at home. He left around nine forty five, I chilled on the couch, talked to Psyndi, and eventually passed out around... oh, I'd say eleven fifteen. At the very latest. I was DRUNK. And it was pretty cool.
Poke came over after work, around 7am, and we cuddled together for awhile in bed and I guess I fell asleep cuz I woke up again around ten. We talked about my dreams and his dream and it was just so nice. No arguments. No anger. No frustration. Beautiful! I may be in love for real again. This could be the coolest fucking thing ever.
Sheeba's attacking me.
Fox is feeling blue.
Mickey takin' a nap.
After Poke went home, I watched The daVinci Code and it was so lame. I was very disappointed, but I should not have been surprised because I was quite disappointed in the book too. I mean, it was okay but I'm glad I didn't pay money to see it (go blockbuster online!) I took a really long nap, ate some food, unpacked some more, talked to SS (we're making up) and then headed out to karaoke. Woo! That was a fun time. It started off boring, but ended up quite swell. I had a great time. Cat was upset about Crash and cried a lot, but it was okay, cuz she needs to get it out. It was definitely a good time because I love hanging out with my friends and spending time with them.
This is D*Martin singing "God Bless America" and "We are the Champions"
Here I am when I let Dooger do my hair...
And here I am, watching D*Martin sing.
Tonight I suppose I will be going to Triple 16, but I don't think I'll be drinking cuz I've had more than enough beer to last me til Wednesday or so. Rock on!!
This weekend, I also realised that because of SL, I now know for sure what I will and will not stand for. I will not stand for lying, violence, hatred, and disrespect. That's not a complete list of course. But I sent him the following text message:
"Thank you for giving me the time to realise who I actually am an what I want. If I hadn't dated you, I wouldn't be w/the great man I have an I wouldn't have the new opportunities that I have now. I had thought it was a mistake but it was a journey. And I'm glad it happened."
So now I can forget about him completely because I made my own closure. Sweet.
Yeah! OSU fucking ROCKS!! We beat Michigan's ASS!! YAHOO!!
Ok. Enough.
So, I had a most beautiful weekend. Friday my mom and I went to Wendell's and then to SJK's football game. The game was kinda shitty, I don't know, they just weren't playing very well. The University of Michigan Marching Band played at half time, and even tho I'm all "go bucks" it was nice. They didn't have to play at a high school game the night before a big game! It was cool. Unfortunately SJK's team lost, and now football is over until next July. It was kinda sad for the seniors and stuff, and even SKJ was tearing up a little. Very emotional.
Saturday I was so pumped up for the game, but I made myself lay on the couch and watch Blue Velvet so that I would have energy for drinking and celebrating. I talked to D*Martin, cuz we were supposed to do something for the game together, but he ended up bitching out on me, and Poke finally called and he said he didn't really feel like going out. So I headed to Zuey's on my own.
On the way Poke called and confirmed that Zuey's wasn't really what he was feeling, but that was okay cuz I know he's not a huge football fan. When I got there, the place was packed. It was so awesome. They had buckets of 6 for $10, which ruled. I found myself a booth and parked it, not to move for another hour or so. Some dude came and asked if he could sit with me and I said sure, as long as he wasn't cheering for Michigan.
He said he wasn't, so we sat together. His friend showed up after awhile, and they were both pretty nice. Poke called me right before half time and said he was coming up to Zuey's. I had sent him some text messages telling him how awesome the game was and how fun the bar was, so I guess I changed his mind! Haha. Anyway.
I ended up drinking a ridiculous amount of beer, and I really should not have been driving, but I made it home safely, thank god. Poke hung out for awhile before he had to go to work; we were going to go drive down High St. and watch people light couches on fire, but decided to just have some time at home. He left around nine forty five, I chilled on the couch, talked to Psyndi, and eventually passed out around... oh, I'd say eleven fifteen. At the very latest. I was DRUNK. And it was pretty cool.
Poke came over after work, around 7am, and we cuddled together for awhile in bed and I guess I fell asleep cuz I woke up again around ten. We talked about my dreams and his dream and it was just so nice. No arguments. No anger. No frustration. Beautiful! I may be in love for real again. This could be the coolest fucking thing ever.
Sheeba's attacking me.
Fox is feeling blue.
Mickey takin' a nap.
After Poke went home, I watched The daVinci Code and it was so lame. I was very disappointed, but I should not have been surprised because I was quite disappointed in the book too. I mean, it was okay but I'm glad I didn't pay money to see it (go blockbuster online!) I took a really long nap, ate some food, unpacked some more, talked to SS (we're making up) and then headed out to karaoke. Woo! That was a fun time. It started off boring, but ended up quite swell. I had a great time. Cat was upset about Crash and cried a lot, but it was okay, cuz she needs to get it out. It was definitely a good time because I love hanging out with my friends and spending time with them.
This is D*Martin singing "God Bless America" and "We are the Champions"
Here I am when I let Dooger do my hair...
And here I am, watching D*Martin sing.
Tonight I suppose I will be going to Triple 16, but I don't think I'll be drinking cuz I've had more than enough beer to last me til Wednesday or so. Rock on!!
This weekend, I also realised that because of SL, I now know for sure what I will and will not stand for. I will not stand for lying, violence, hatred, and disrespect. That's not a complete list of course. But I sent him the following text message:
"Thank you for giving me the time to realise who I actually am an what I want. If I hadn't dated you, I wouldn't be w/the great man I have an I wouldn't have the new opportunities that I have now. I had thought it was a mistake but it was a journey. And I'm glad it happened."
So now I can forget about him completely because I made my own closure. Sweet.
17 November 2006
Pics!
Poke and me.
Me looking cute in a trucker hat that Poke gave me.
Again, with the cute hat.
Poke, so sexy.
Poke and me. I look kinda confused or something.
GG and Me! Blurry but so cute.
Me looking cute in a trucker hat that Poke gave me.
Again, with the cute hat.
Poke, so sexy.
Poke and me. I look kinda confused or something.
GG and Me! Blurry but so cute.
Scarlet and Gray!
We Don't Give a Damn for the Whole State of Michigan
O, we don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan!
The whole state of Michigan, the whole state of Michigan!
We don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan, we're from Ohio!
We're from Ohio...O-H!
We're from Ohio...I-O!
O, we don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan!
The whole state of Michigan, the whole state of Michigan!
We don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan, we're from Ohio !
Buckeye Battle Cry
In old Ohio (Columbus) there's a team,
That's known thru-out the land;
Eleven warriors, brave and bold,
Whose fame will ever stand,
And when the ball goes over,
Our cheers will reach the sky,
Ohio Field will hear again
The Buckeye Battle Cry.
Drive! Drive on down the field;
Men of the scarlet and gray;
Don't let them thru that line,
We've got to win this game today,
Come on, Ohio!
Smash thru to victory,
We'll cheer you as you go;
Our honor defend
So we'll fight to the end
For Ohio.
We'll scatter to the east and west,
When college days are done;
And memories will cling around,
The dreams of everyone;
We'll play the game of living,
With head and shoulders high!
And where in wear the spirit of
The Buckeye Battle Cry!
Drive! Drive on down the field;
Men of the scarlet and gray;
Don't let them thru that line,
We've got to win this game today,
Come on, Ohio!
Smash thru to victory,
We'll cheer you as you go;
Our honor defend
So we'll fight to the end
For Ohio.
Round on the End and High in the Middle
Old man Biddle gave me a riddle just the other day,
I guessed it right away, I am glad to say,
The riddle he gave to me, I will give to you--,
And if you think you're smart like me, Let's see what you can do.
(It's) Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle.
Tell me if you know.
Don't you think that's a cute little riddle
Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle
You can find it on the map if you look high and low.
The O's are round, it's high in the middle. O-H-I-O That's the riddle!
Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle.
O-HI-O!
Pa and mother, my great big brother couldn't guess it right,
Tho' they tried with all their might, Just the other night,
I've got the riddle down by heart, And I ain't no fool,
I'm goin' teach this riddle too, To all the kids at school.
(It's) Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle.
Tell me if you know.
Don't you think that's a cute little riddle
Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle
You can find it on the map if you look high and low.
The O's are round, it's high in the middle. O-H-I-O That's the riddle!
Round on the end and "Hi" in the middle.
O-HI-O!
Fight the Team Across the Field
Fight the team across the fieldShow them Ohio's here
(We've got the team why don't we)
Set the Earth reverberating
With a mighty cheer
RAH! RAH! RAH!
Hit them hard and see how they fall
Never let that team get the ball
Hail! Hail! The gang's all here
So let's win that old conference now!
(So let's beat that Michigan now!)
(Oh, Ohio! Oh, Ohio! Wahoo! Wahoo for Ohio!)
1-900-Pokesalot
So. I have a boyfriend and his name is Poke. Anyone surprised? I am! Seriously. We all remember that it didn't work out back then, and who would have thought it would ever happen again? Not me. I wanted to date him, but I never thought he'd want to date me. I was under the impression that he wasn't in the market for a serious girlfriend. Apparently I was wrong! Yay!
*dances around happily*
So, Wednesday Poke came over, and I had a wonderful romantic thing set up for us. At this point, we're not dating. He had wanted something involving these high heels I had, and I figured that if I was gonna make myself look all sexy for him then I may as well make the house look sexy too. So I turned down the lights, lit some candles in the bedroom, put on some music... it was very wonderful. He was quite pleased and I definitely reaped the benefits of that! After quality time, we met up with JW at Spoonz near my parents' house on Sawmill. Once again Poke drove and paid for everything. It was swell. JW is pretty funny, and we get along well. It's just strange to look at him because he looks so much like my little brother. Seriously. The three of us just pretty much sat there and yakked all night, and it was quite relaxing. There was a super fat guy who looked like SL's 400 pound twin, and that was amusing. JW does this great impression of D*Martin, omg, it was dead on. I thought I was going to choke on my beer from laughing so hard. He sounded just like him.
We were going to go to Brewstir's in the Continent but decided to just go home instead. I was so drunk because I hadn't bothered to eat dinner, since I was too busy being sexy and stuff. It was a wonderful night. Shortly before we left, I don't really know how it happened, but Poke and I were talking about god knows what, I can't even remember, and suddenly I find myself saying, "So does that mean you're my boyfriend?" and he was like, "Yes." And I was happy. Later he told me he loved me without hardly any provocation. I was happy.
I am happy still.
Poke stayed at my house all day, did some laundry for me, and watched movies. My damn cable still hasn't been installed. I went and picked up GG after work, and we got home around 6:15pm and I made the mac'n'cheese (mmm!) while they sat and talked. I think they got along pretty well, which is great, and I think that as time goes on they will probably get along better once they are used to how the other one is. We watched The Little Mermaid and talked while the dinner was cooking. GG loved my mac'n'cheese too, that was awesome. She ate two huge plates and I was like "Yup." After dinner Poke was trying to fill his Zippo with this lighter fluid that I have. He filled the cotton up and tried lighting it, and he kept flicking the thing over and over, when all of a sudden it burst into flames. This flaming lighter comes flying right towards GG and me, I back up and she backs up and I'm like blowing on it to put it out, cuz it landed right next to my regular lighter and I didn't want that to explode. It was all over within 45 seconds. Poor Poke's finger hair got singed off. Luckily no one got hurt and my table didn't get damaged either. It was very traumatic for that short time though!
The three of us headed up to Gordy's for the karaoke contest. It was a very fun time, although I was slightly annoyed when I found out that I couldn't win. I was told that you could win once a month, but apparently you can only win once every four weeks. Sneaky sneaky! Poke and GG didn't win anything either, and none of us won any gift certificates. It was kinda disheartening, but we had a really swell time anyway. GG got to meet AK from work, and she thought he was the bee's knees. I'm glad my friends can all get along. It seemed like AK and Poke got along quite swimmingly as well!
*dances around happily*
So, Wednesday Poke came over, and I had a wonderful romantic thing set up for us. At this point, we're not dating. He had wanted something involving these high heels I had, and I figured that if I was gonna make myself look all sexy for him then I may as well make the house look sexy too. So I turned down the lights, lit some candles in the bedroom, put on some music... it was very wonderful. He was quite pleased and I definitely reaped the benefits of that! After quality time, we met up with JW at Spoonz near my parents' house on Sawmill. Once again Poke drove and paid for everything. It was swell. JW is pretty funny, and we get along well. It's just strange to look at him because he looks so much like my little brother. Seriously. The three of us just pretty much sat there and yakked all night, and it was quite relaxing. There was a super fat guy who looked like SL's 400 pound twin, and that was amusing. JW does this great impression of D*Martin, omg, it was dead on. I thought I was going to choke on my beer from laughing so hard. He sounded just like him.
We were going to go to Brewstir's in the Continent but decided to just go home instead. I was so drunk because I hadn't bothered to eat dinner, since I was too busy being sexy and stuff. It was a wonderful night. Shortly before we left, I don't really know how it happened, but Poke and I were talking about god knows what, I can't even remember, and suddenly I find myself saying, "So does that mean you're my boyfriend?" and he was like, "Yes." And I was happy. Later he told me he loved me without hardly any provocation. I was happy.
I am happy still.
Poke stayed at my house all day, did some laundry for me, and watched movies. My damn cable still hasn't been installed. I went and picked up GG after work, and we got home around 6:15pm and I made the mac'n'cheese (mmm!) while they sat and talked. I think they got along pretty well, which is great, and I think that as time goes on they will probably get along better once they are used to how the other one is. We watched The Little Mermaid and talked while the dinner was cooking. GG loved my mac'n'cheese too, that was awesome. She ate two huge plates and I was like "Yup." After dinner Poke was trying to fill his Zippo with this lighter fluid that I have. He filled the cotton up and tried lighting it, and he kept flicking the thing over and over, when all of a sudden it burst into flames. This flaming lighter comes flying right towards GG and me, I back up and she backs up and I'm like blowing on it to put it out, cuz it landed right next to my regular lighter and I didn't want that to explode. It was all over within 45 seconds. Poor Poke's finger hair got singed off. Luckily no one got hurt and my table didn't get damaged either. It was very traumatic for that short time though!
The three of us headed up to Gordy's for the karaoke contest. It was a very fun time, although I was slightly annoyed when I found out that I couldn't win. I was told that you could win once a month, but apparently you can only win once every four weeks. Sneaky sneaky! Poke and GG didn't win anything either, and none of us won any gift certificates. It was kinda disheartening, but we had a really swell time anyway. GG got to meet AK from work, and she thought he was the bee's knees. I'm glad my friends can all get along. It seemed like AK and Poke got along quite swimmingly as well!
16 November 2006
GG's survey
Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you the first?:
Yes
Who was present at your birth?:
I don't know, I was adopted. I would assume my biological mother was there.
Were your parents married when you were born?:
My parents were, but my biological parents were not.
What is your birthday?
2/1/82
Part 2: The Family
Are your parents married or divorced?
Married.
An only child?:
No, I have a little brother.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:
Oldest.
What are your sibling's names?:
Scott.
Which parent do you get along with best?:
My dah.
What do you fight about?
My life choices.
Do you have step parents?:
LOL! NO! My parents are still married!
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?
Yes, but only two more than one (that would be three best friends.)
What do you like to do when you are together?
Karaoke, movies, eating out
Do you share the same interests?:
Heck yes!
Which friend can you tell anything to?:
GG, Poke, JAFH
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?:
It might be considered negative even.
Do you get depressed about things easily?:
Yes. That's why I'm on this medication.
Are you an extravert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?:
Introvert. Until the beer kicks in.
Are you happy?:
I am now!
Do you live life to the fullest?:
Mostly, I try to.
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look?
I'm getting there. I'd like to lose more weight, but I'm alright.
Describe your hair?
ROCK STAR! Ok, it's orange and long.
How do you dress?
Casual. Semi-goth/punk.
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?:
Yes. I liked to make videos of myself and record cassette tapes of myself singing and dancing, I'd dress my little brother up in Cabbage Patch clothes, and I always played by myself. I loved to play alone because no one ever played the right way! I always played that I worked in an office.
What did you used to love that you no longer do?
Swimming, cocaine.
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?
When I was about five, I was going to a parade with my parents. They told me that my grandmother wasn't going to be there, but when we got there, I saw her. I ran over and gave her a big hug, and when she looked down at me, it was NOT my grandma. It was a mean old ugly lady who yelled at me for hugging her. Since that moment, I have been terrified of the entire human race.
Also I was kidnapped by my black neighbor when I was about 3-4, along w/my friend Karine, and he told us in detail how he was going to kill all the little white girls in the neighborhood.
Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition?:
Lose weight, save money, get divorced.
Are you scared of growing old?:
No, I'm looking forward to it.
Do you want to get married?:
Yes
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
Indoors
Favorite Season:
Spring and Fall.
Do you like walking in the rain?:
No. I hate wet feet.
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?:
Not anymore but I'm seriously considering going back.
What is your favorite food?:
Sushi
What food makes you want to gag?:
Chicken with bones (nuggets are okay.)
What is your favorite dessert?
n/a
What is your favorite restaurant?:
Fiesta Jalisco, Otani's
Are you a fussy eater?
Very
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken?:
Taken
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
Poke
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:
It's in the top ten.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Not anymore.
Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences?:
Predicting my mom's pregnancy.
What was one of the worst?
So far, death of my good friend Crash and my Uncle Ronnie. My GMaK died too, but that wasn't necessarily terrible because she was old and in lots of pain.
Have you ever done drugs?
Yes.
Have you ever thought you were going to die?:
Yes.
Were you the first?:
Yes
Who was present at your birth?:
I don't know, I was adopted. I would assume my biological mother was there.
Were your parents married when you were born?:
My parents were, but my biological parents were not.
What is your birthday?
2/1/82
Part 2: The Family
Are your parents married or divorced?
Married.
An only child?:
No, I have a little brother.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:
Oldest.
What are your sibling's names?:
Scott.
Which parent do you get along with best?:
My dah.
What do you fight about?
My life choices.
Do you have step parents?:
LOL! NO! My parents are still married!
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?
Yes, but only two more than one (that would be three best friends.)
What do you like to do when you are together?
Karaoke, movies, eating out
Do you share the same interests?:
Heck yes!
Which friend can you tell anything to?:
GG, Poke, JAFH
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?:
It might be considered negative even.
Do you get depressed about things easily?:
Yes. That's why I'm on this medication.
Are you an extravert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?:
Introvert. Until the beer kicks in.
Are you happy?:
I am now!
Do you live life to the fullest?:
Mostly, I try to.
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look?
I'm getting there. I'd like to lose more weight, but I'm alright.
Describe your hair?
ROCK STAR! Ok, it's orange and long.
How do you dress?
Casual. Semi-goth/punk.
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?:
Yes. I liked to make videos of myself and record cassette tapes of myself singing and dancing, I'd dress my little brother up in Cabbage Patch clothes, and I always played by myself. I loved to play alone because no one ever played the right way! I always played that I worked in an office.
What did you used to love that you no longer do?
Swimming, cocaine.
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?
When I was about five, I was going to a parade with my parents. They told me that my grandmother wasn't going to be there, but when we got there, I saw her. I ran over and gave her a big hug, and when she looked down at me, it was NOT my grandma. It was a mean old ugly lady who yelled at me for hugging her. Since that moment, I have been terrified of the entire human race.
Also I was kidnapped by my black neighbor when I was about 3-4, along w/my friend Karine, and he told us in detail how he was going to kill all the little white girls in the neighborhood.
Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition?:
Lose weight, save money, get divorced.
Are you scared of growing old?:
No, I'm looking forward to it.
Do you want to get married?:
Yes
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
Indoors
Favorite Season:
Spring and Fall.
Do you like walking in the rain?:
No. I hate wet feet.
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?:
Not anymore but I'm seriously considering going back.
What is your favorite food?:
Sushi
What food makes you want to gag?:
Chicken with bones (nuggets are okay.)
What is your favorite dessert?
n/a
What is your favorite restaurant?:
Fiesta Jalisco, Otani's
Are you a fussy eater?
Very
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken?:
Taken
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
Poke
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:
It's in the top ten.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Not anymore.
Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences?:
Predicting my mom's pregnancy.
What was one of the worst?
So far, death of my good friend Crash and my Uncle Ronnie. My GMaK died too, but that wasn't necessarily terrible because she was old and in lots of pain.
Have you ever done drugs?
Yes.
Have you ever thought you were going to die?:
Yes.
15 November 2006
Take this veil from off my eyes...
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14 November 2006
Stop!! JUST STOP!!
Oh I am so tired of drama and things like that. Yes, it's entertaining, but come ON people. Seriously. I can't even post, I'm so irritated.
On the other hand, tomorrow is Poke and Kel-Bell day. Yippy.
I got my shoes at Payless as a matter of fact! They were $16.99 marked down from $70. I refuse to pay more than $25 for shoes. And I always get great deals.
On the other hand, tomorrow is Poke and Kel-Bell day. Yippy.
I got my shoes at Payless as a matter of fact! They were $16.99 marked down from $70. I refuse to pay more than $25 for shoes. And I always get great deals.
13 November 2006
This Bitch.
Karaoke is fun. I love my friends. I hate liars and cheaters. This bitch is so lucky I don't throw the first punch. I will kick her ass though. If she lays a finger on GG or anyone I know for that matter, its over. Thursday she was just Layla some crazy bitch, but last night she turned into Cunt Bitch Extraordinaire #2. Oh yeah. No one tells me I can't hug my friend. I'm pretty pissed at him too. Fuck.
Now, some pictures.
Here is Fox sleeping on my foot.
Here is my living room.
Here is my kitchen.
Here is my bedroom.
Here is my half bath.
Here is my wall.
Here is my patio (it's shitty cuz it's dark out.)
Here are the stairs.
(to the 2nd floor)
(to the landing/half bath)
(to the basement)
Here is the basement.
I didn't get to take any pics of the main bathroom or the spare room because at the time they were filled with boxes. =( It's okay though, they aren't now so I will take some pics later!Here are my sexy shoes. Boys like to fuck me while I'm wearing them.
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